So... I've been a mopey, anti-social, avoid-y, apathetic pain in the ASS lately and then my Pharamacy Tech. training kicked in and I realized why. I? Do not suffer from depression. I? Have OCD and anxiety. Putting me on Zoloft is giving me TOO much serotonin, ergo, I think I have mild serotonin syndrome. Stopped taking it a few days ago and I FEEL better. More panic attacks, but I have Xanax for that so, I'm ok for now.
Need a new doctor I think.
Anyway, school is EATING MY FACE. Ugh. And I've fallen behind on all my favorite things like House and CSI:Miami and OTH and
fleshflutter's Spy 'Verse. MY LIFE IS HARD OKAY.
I also signed up for
wrisomifu, one of the Easy-Bake Oven versions of Nano and I'm writing J2 College AU where Jensen went to L.A. and acted for awhile but didn't make it and came back to Texas to go to school and Jared DIDN'T pursue acting, but went to college and is therefore the upperclassman. Um... stupid? Y/N?
I'm also disappointed in Jensen's truck. If you are from Texas, Oklahoma, or Wyoming your truck should be a Chevy or a Ford. A TOYOTA JENSEN?!? REALLY?!? *SIGH* YOU'RE LUCKY YOUR SWEATER WAS PRETTY.
ETA: Random question: Okay, we all agree Sam/New!Ruby is not necrophilia right? Okay. BUT! The body is dead, SO how is she keeping the body WARM? AND! Umm... how shall I put it delicately... did she um... have... um... travel lube or something... 'cause OW CHAFING ISSUES ALL AROUND.