[Frederic's writing looks a bit slow and sloppy, you can also see some water stains (from what appears to be tears) along with small ink splatters on the page. Nonetheless, the writing is able to be read and also quite clear.]
Why did I speak such things to her? I should have kept my mouth quiet, instead I spit out useless words that probably meant nothing. But at the same time...when she kissed my forehead...
No, love is not meant to find me, nor will I find love. It does not exist in my life. Getting close to anyone that way will result in a broken relationship. I must move on and forget this time...yet at the same time, my heart aches for her.
Would anyone know of a good way to pass the time? I would very much appreciate any suggestions you may have. I feel as though working and my piano are not enough at this point in time.
[ooc: Basically like Zelda's entry, Frederic is depression and upset because of a log posted in her entry. So if you want the details, look at
her entry. ♥]