Jul 02, 2007 16:32
Dear Roxy,
Im so sorry. Im sorry we tricked you today, and brought you to the vets. Im sorry we killed you. I know you didnt want to die... I dont know if you heard the vet but what he gave you was supposed to make you fall asleep. 3 to 4 cc's of the sedative he gave you puts out dogs up to 130 pounds within 3 to 5 minutes. He gave you 10 cc's and still you were walking and barking and sniffing. He gave you another five and you still wouldnt sit down. After about a half an hour he had to give you five more. And even after that, you still had the strength to fight us off when he came back with the other medicine. I have never felt more guilty, one thing I know is that your never supposed to kill something with as much life as you had. Im sorry we betrayed you. Im sorry we let you down. Im sorry I didnt try hard enough to find you a new home, but I knew If I tried and didnt succeed it would have been that much harder to let you go. I want to thank you for always being happy whenever I came home. For always being up to watch some T.V. with me. For never turning down a game of fetch, or rather tug-a-war. I want to thank you for being the most bad-ass dog ever, and for making me believe that there is some place better for us to go to after we pass. I love you and Ill miss you,
Chelsea