Dec 11, 2003 19:47
i didn't go to school yesterday because i didn't feel well. my dad told my mom it was probably because of anxiety. he knows me too well.
i couldn't go yesterday and look at him. i'm so bad at it.
today, i seemed to be progressing, but then my mom was being mean to me, and i just fell apart and cried for about ten seconds. then i stopped. pretty good for facing this all on my own.
chemistry made me feel better. we played a hollywood squares review game and i won against my mutant genius lab partner, who has also pretty much become my tutor in the class. i hope we never switch seats.
julie kind of consoled me. i really do love her.
the only person who loves me is my french teacher, and the only person who has made me laugh this past week was a seth cohen personality parallel in my latin class. we were assigned to be partners today, and i think he liked to see me smile because he was not bad at making me do it. too bad he looks like rivers cuomo with terrible teeth.
loneliness like this is horrible.