so many updates today. i'm sorry.
i was just watching a great lakers game where the whole team was doing phenomenally against the spurs, when the camera caught a shot of robert horry looking very sad WEARING A SPURS JERSEY, and it was just so heartbreaking to see my favorite player from my favorite team now playing on the opposite side. there was so much history with him on the lakers. if he wasn't on their team, they never would have even won the playoffs two years ago, he was just such a true lakers player, and then BOOM he's just sold to the spurs? it just goes to show that you can have such a great relationship with someone or someones, everything can seem so perfect and right, and then all of a sudden it can end over the stupidest or smallest reason, but when it comes down to everything - it's just plain over. is it bad that i'm relating everything to jeff? we had such a great thing, and now it just simply has to end. i had to turn the game off. it was too depressing.
there's this girl who he has kissed when we were going out, and now i don't know what's going on with the two of them. she has his name in her profile, her away messages, the whole shebang. little things like this kill me over him. now her away message is "miss ya jeff". don't you understand darling, he's in st. thomas - he's not even here to see your oh so thoughtful message to him. why even bother?
no one understands. i really, really wish that i actually had a human being to talk to instead of this computer screen.
there's this girl who he has kissed when we were going out, and now i don't know what's going on with the two of them. she has his name in her profile, her away messages, the whole shebang. little things like this kill me over him. now her away message is "miss ya jeff". don't you understand darling, he's in st. thomas - he's not even here to see your oh so thoughtful message to him. why even bother?
no one understands. i really, really wish that i actually had a human being to talk to instead of this computer screen.