did i tell you how much i miss your sweet kiss?
my parents have left their sick child home alone to fend for herself. so far i've watched my bible (super troopers) & have been singing at the top of my lungs with my voice that improves with sickness.
i have male problems. no matter how hard i try i just can't bring myself to have feelings for other boys. i feel nothing for jon when i should, but then i talk to jeff & all the feelings that are permanent (feelings i'm supposed to have with other guys) with him surface. i think at this point if even john mayer proposed, i would feel nothing for him (eh that's a stretch). damn you, emotional baggage. why do you have to fuck everything up? i really like jeffrey as my friend & i swear, i never ever want to get back with him. maybe i should just turn into a lesbian.
tonight will consist of doing nothing & overdosing on penicillin. fuck yes.
i have male problems. no matter how hard i try i just can't bring myself to have feelings for other boys. i feel nothing for jon when i should, but then i talk to jeff & all the feelings that are permanent (feelings i'm supposed to have with other guys) with him surface. i think at this point if even john mayer proposed, i would feel nothing for him (eh that's a stretch). damn you, emotional baggage. why do you have to fuck everything up? i really like jeffrey as my friend & i swear, i never ever want to get back with him. maybe i should just turn into a lesbian.
tonight will consist of doing nothing & overdosing on penicillin. fuck yes.