your promises never really meant a thing.
Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue
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So, we haven't been friends for a long time, probably for only a week now, but I just find you so nice and like someone I can relate to when it comes to a lot of things. Maybe because most of my flist is already ending school this year and there's so much going on in their lifes -like, deciding what to study, university, moving out of their homes, their love life- all things I don't really know about and feel so, umh, weird thinking about. Or maybe not.
I was looking through my friends page a few days ago, and read so so many entries back and found one you posted *goes look for it* this one and I felt it as if I had wrote it myself. I don't think a lot of people that I know understands me or knows how it feels to want all those things. I've always wanted to play shows and tour around the US (or really, the world) and it seems so impossible, while everyone else has such realistic expections for life, like they want to go to college, be succesful in whatever they study, have a good job, a family, and I just don't see it that way, I feel as if that wasn't enough, like, I want to mean something to someone and make a change.
And now I'm just rambling haha anyway, what I want to say is, I'm glad that we became friends =)
and, SORRY FOR THE LONG POST ^^'
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thank you so much, that is very sweet of you. i think you're absolutely lovely too. honestly, i haven't looked through any of your old entries yet because i've been a little busy being sick (ha), but from the entries i have read, i see what you mean as that we are relateable to one another. i agree with that too, quite a few people on my f-list are older than me, so most of them talk about stuff that isn't really relevant to me, and it's like cool, but i don't know, it's kinda weird for me to think about when i'm only going to college/sixth-form next year.
i hear you on that, i pretty much relate to everything in that second paragraph. nearly everyone i know just wants a family, a good job and to go to university. realistically, that will probably happen to me. but i, like you, would love to play shows, tour america (i also would love to go to japan and australia too) and i also want to travel to places to see bands. a lot of people don't understand why i want to do that, or why i have started to do some of it. i know what you mean, the idea of a "cliché" life seems pretty boring to me really, like it's not enough. i want a career, a lifestyle even, that will take me places, give me different experiences, change how people think or people's influences. i would love to do that for someone as so many people have done it for me.
i am very glad too hun, especially after that comment, it really made me smile. ♥
sorry for my long reply!
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