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I finally realized I'm not scared of things like I used to be. I don't shy away from having to do things for myself. I'm not sure where I'll live when I come back from Europe in January, but that's fine because I know it'll work out.
I'm also pleased that I instinctively refuse to deal with bullshit now. There are so many things I dealt with in high school so life could be peaceful, but fighting instead of ignoring can definitely end positively. It's especially helpful when you know you're in the right and those around you are endlessly supportive.
I've been in a rut, but my show goes up this weekend and I've started to write for pleasure again and I'm going to try to take a summer class and I have an interview today that could mean I will have the opportunity to spend five weeks this summer getting paid well for doing something I enjoy (training actors and directing a show). If all this comes to fruition, I may just have a fragmented but fulfilling four months in Boston.
I'm also pleased that I instinctively refuse to deal with bullshit now. There are so many things I dealt with in high school so life could be peaceful, but fighting instead of ignoring can definitely end positively. It's especially helpful when you know you're in the right and those around you are endlessly supportive.
I've been in a rut, but my show goes up this weekend and I've started to write for pleasure again and I'm going to try to take a summer class and I have an interview today that could mean I will have the opportunity to spend five weeks this summer getting paid well for doing something I enjoy (training actors and directing a show). If all this comes to fruition, I may just have a fragmented but fulfilling four months in Boston.