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All I said in my email to her was that I've been having a tough semester, but of course everything she replies with is relevant to each aspect of my life.
Hang in there, Love. Anything worth having does not come easy. Now is the time that you stop, take a deep breath and regroup.
Make a list of what is important. Then - what do I have to do to achieve that. Sometimes, you have to let loose of what you'd like to do - for awhile at least. And none of it is worth wearing yourself down to a nubbin.
I'm glad the roomies have worked out.
Growing old is not easy but I do my best at doing it well.
You are going to do wonderful things, Hannah. I haven't an ounce of doubt about that.
I love you, G
Also, had a cathartic talk with someone I really respect last night. Someone I've often wished I could hate, but that thought never lingered for more than a moment. I really never could.
"Don't try to right your wrongs, just try to be."
That meant a lot.
I'm honestly surrounded by good people here.
As many times as I've wanted to jump on a bus and as much as everything hurts, I can't imagine myself anywhere else.
If you speak to me on a regular basis, and you're reading this, just know I love you. No matter how good of friends we are, I really do love you. This semester I've been cold, I've been a hermit, but it's not permanent. I'm not gone. This is temporary.