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I lost something very imortant to me.
I wear this one ring every day. A single peridot set next to two small diamonds on a gold band. The monitary value was insignificant to me. I loved it because my parents gave it to me on my sixteenth birthday. I can't fully explain it, but it has meant a lot to me. I woke up today and the peridot was gone.
I lost something very important to me. But it wasn't the ring.
I talked with a few friends back home.
This is where i don't know what to say.
All in all i miss them. A few in particular with whom i try every so often to keep in touch with, but who cannot seem to understand that i miss the way things used to be. They have moved on, and yes, i have too, but friendships are my weakness. I cannot but help feel helpless when a friend says, in more words, 'have a nice life'. People grow apart, move on... but am i the only one who wonders how so-and-so are doing, how's their family, what are they doing now? I have this attachment to the people who affect my life. And i can't help wishing i could still call them my friends.
And thats what i have lost.
I wear this one ring every day. A single peridot set next to two small diamonds on a gold band. The monitary value was insignificant to me. I loved it because my parents gave it to me on my sixteenth birthday. I can't fully explain it, but it has meant a lot to me. I woke up today and the peridot was gone.
I lost something very important to me. But it wasn't the ring.
I talked with a few friends back home.
This is where i don't know what to say.
All in all i miss them. A few in particular with whom i try every so often to keep in touch with, but who cannot seem to understand that i miss the way things used to be. They have moved on, and yes, i have too, but friendships are my weakness. I cannot but help feel helpless when a friend says, in more words, 'have a nice life'. People grow apart, move on... but am i the only one who wonders how so-and-so are doing, how's their family, what are they doing now? I have this attachment to the people who affect my life. And i can't help wishing i could still call them my friends.
And thats what i have lost.