Sep 30, 2003 11:48
well, I am not really in a mood to complain about anything, nor do i feel utterly content to comment on that....just apathetic in a way...
Larry is going home on thursday...i am kind of upset about all of this, although i dont want to admit it to myself. I just thought things would be different somehow, im not sure why, things do change and it has been a long time....but i am disappointed...He refers to me as his best friend, his family has adopted me into theirs, mom dad, even shannon...and yet i dont feel like i belong there now, and i we dont need eachother as much anymore...we just exist and think from time to time about how good of friends we USED to be...its just sad...i dont know how else to explain it.
I dont work hardly at all this week...it is a nice break...i think burger king will get better eventually...i think i am improving...i HOPE i am improving, maybe i set the standards for myself too high...
Birthdays Birthdays coming up....SCOTT>>>>>estas son todas las mananitas que cantamos al rey david....<<<<