who is this girl?

[citychik212]

did sum shit yesturday that i neva woulda dont a year ago n i wouldnt think i would eva do it if i hadnt dun it yesturday. it was weird i mean ya i guess it was cool n exciting n fun n spontanious n shit but it jus doesnt seem like me i dunno i am really fuckin confused bout mad shit right now n shits all fucked up i mean sum shit is goin really good, betta than eva b4 but its werid n new n erythins jus fucked up n i dont know what the hell is goin on or what i want n im all confused n maybe ris can help me if i go t her house this weekend i dunno i hope so cuz i really dunno wtf i want or wanna do n im jus lost so i dunno n like i dunno whats goin on i dunno if sum1 is talkin to me cuz it seems like it but then sum1 answers back like its not n i dunno, you dont know it n ill neva tell you to your face but i miss you, dont you know it? i dunno wtf im talkin bout i am jus confused n a whole lotta shit is goin on right now which is cool but its jus makin me more lost n shit but i dont want it to end cuz its neva been like this fer me b4 so im likin it its jus new n weird but yea so might be havin (maybe im prayin 4 it neways) a bunch of people visit in the summa n im hopin fer lots of fun n partyin n shit n there are a few people i want to visit more than othas but the more the merrier right? yea but i dont want ery1 to cum up at once tho thatd be sum shit. but ertyhin seems so strange like im not me n this isnt my life but i hope it is but im just so. . .

he should...talk to me
he should...ask me questions
he should...be competitive wit me
he should...play video games wit me
he should...think im interestin
he should...play wit me
he should...not afraid to act stupid
he should...surprise me
he should...txt me in the morning
he should...txt me at night
he should...give me butterflies
he should...be my pillow
he should...use me as his pillow
he should...hold my hand & squeeze it
he should...intellectually stimulate me
he should...physically stimulate me
he should...let me breathe
he should...give me space
he should...tell me secrets
he should...make fun of me
he should...be comfortable
he should...get jealous sumtimes
he should...hold me
he should...tell me im beautiful
he should...dance
he should...want to be wit me
he should...be funny at any cost
he should...laugh when he busts his ass
he should...smile
he should...make me want to smile
he should...make me happy
he should...make me angry
he should...be passionate
he should...push me when i refuse to give in
he should...care
he should...take me to new places
he should...do things that interest me
he should...be willin to take risks
he should...kiss my neck
he should...kiss me
he should...miss me
he should...think of me when he hears that song.
he should...let me watch law n order svu even if he hates it
he should...not jus give in
he should...fight me
he should...love me in my ghettoness
he should...not make promises but act them out
he should...be a jerk but apologize for it
he should...trust me
he should...let me in
he should...show me the way
he should...be in my dreams
he should...let himself fall in love
he should...let me know he wants me
he should...inspire me
he should...not care about color
he should...not let me walk all ova him