(lemme know what ya really think)
abandon. . .
I open my eyes and see nothing but clear.
Not white, not black, not color, but clear, air.
A way to define this vision I cannot find.
I’m not floating but I’m not touching anything.
As far as I can define I am alone
Not a single other object in sight,
I try and speak
My ears ring from the deafening sound of my taciturn voice.
How did I get here? Where did I come from?
These questions swirl in my subconscious, abstract puzzles in my mind
I can feel my body and I know it’s there beneath me.
Yet when I look it is shapeless, lacking in form.
I lock my eyes tight
Trying to escape from this nightmare I find myself in
This nightmare, that’s a euphoric dream in itself.
I’m lost
At the same time more found than I’ve ever been
My lungs scream for air and
My body shivers in the freezing fire
And I’m free