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10 days till lara and dani come!!! yay i am so fuckin happy i just might die god it is going to be such a welcome relief from all the bullshit that goes on here. definately looking forward to it, finally started my xmas shopping yesturday and i just have a couple more people on my list but i have a shitload of shit to do before xmas and no means to accomplish it but im sure ill find a way. and then i have to work as much as i can this week because i need going out money for when they come but i am also hoping on money from my relatives so hopefully itll come through. i am considering maybe getting my tongue pierced because i like it and i am kinda hesitant because of the whole stereotype and the fact that its pretty mainstream and i dont particularly like being like other people but its a thought that i am mulling over so we'll see, maybe with a lil input from my girls ill have a decision made fairly shortly so i dunno but i am set on my second tat and am hopefully getting it pretty soon, if i can i am going to while lara and dani are here but im not sure cuz id have to go to connecticut for it cuz ny state law says that even with a rent sig you cant get one till 18 so im just gunna have to see how it plays out. stayed at my friends in LI last night and me her and this other girl got soooooooo fucking blitzed we were fucking energizer bunnies i swear, kept going and going and going. . . lmao. we laughed so fucking hard for sooo long it was fun hopefully gunna have some all night "sessions" while lara and dani are here cuz theyre mad fun. my computer (the one thats in my room, not this one) is finally gunna be fixed i am so fucking happy. still dont know when or where were moving but hopefully well find a place soon. i am really glad my mom ended up getting this job. its really awesome cuz the people are great she doesnt have to work as much and i think that its a fairly good possibility that things might finally (slowly but finally) start turning around for us financially i mean we arent gunna be rich but maybe not so strapped but only time will tell. got two bangin belly rings this weekend theyre really fucking cute. im gunna change my sn to chameleoneyez95 or something of the sort and i have a cell and the number is 9176863555 so put it in ya books ight well i dont particularly know what else to talk about cuz if i talk about whats going on at my house (even as i type) ill just get a lil too heated than i am ready to be right now cuz i finally mellowed out a lil from earlier so ttyl muah one