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Alright, So...
I'm in my second class and I have the same prof, right? Well...today he is giving the same lecture in both classes, so Imma just write on my ole LJ.
Well, it was a crazy week. I went to Michigan last Monday night and came home on Friday. My cousins' (Liz & Bub) mom passed away. She was 37 years old. That keeps just going through my mind. Life is so short. It's amazing how like...you love your family...but when something happens...you realize just how much you love them. Liz & I pretty much grew up as sisters rather than cousins...she is 2 weeks older than I am. We've had our ups & downs, but overall...I don't know where we'd be without one another. So I stayed with her all week. I've been in the same spot she's in right now...and I know she needs me. It almost was harder for me to be at her mom's funeral than it was for me at my own Dad's just because it hurts me to know how she is going to hurt...& how empty she is going to feel for so long...no matter how much I try 2 b there for her. She didn't want to go back to her mom's because she died in the living room...but I finally got it through to her that if she doesn't go back & get her mom's things...she'll regret it later. So i'm going back to Michigan on my next day off (Thursday) and we are going to go over there together and get her things. I'm dreading it because it's going to be hard as hell...but I wouldn't want any other person to do it with her either. Make sense? I drove her to Greencastle yesterday so we could go see her Dad who is in prison. That's the worst part....at least at my Dad's funeral, I had my mom there with me...those kids didn't have either. I'm just so much in family mode it's unreal. I wish I didn't even have to work so I could just be with all my family all the time...is that weird? I've never been as much as a family person or homebody as I have been in the past 6 months...I feel old for being like that...but whatever...family is whatcha got, right?
Anyways, didn't mean for this to be all depressing...just venting. I'm also ready to get with my friends and have some girl time. Cole & Ash, if you come home this weekend, let's lounge in our PJ's and have a movie night again...
Well, lecture is over...I'm out!
Love you!
*Go hug someone you love.....seriously*
I'm in my second class and I have the same prof, right? Well...today he is giving the same lecture in both classes, so Imma just write on my ole LJ.
Well, it was a crazy week. I went to Michigan last Monday night and came home on Friday. My cousins' (Liz & Bub) mom passed away. She was 37 years old. That keeps just going through my mind. Life is so short. It's amazing how like...you love your family...but when something happens...you realize just how much you love them. Liz & I pretty much grew up as sisters rather than cousins...she is 2 weeks older than I am. We've had our ups & downs, but overall...I don't know where we'd be without one another. So I stayed with her all week. I've been in the same spot she's in right now...and I know she needs me. It almost was harder for me to be at her mom's funeral than it was for me at my own Dad's just because it hurts me to know how she is going to hurt...& how empty she is going to feel for so long...no matter how much I try 2 b there for her. She didn't want to go back to her mom's because she died in the living room...but I finally got it through to her that if she doesn't go back & get her mom's things...she'll regret it later. So i'm going back to Michigan on my next day off (Thursday) and we are going to go over there together and get her things. I'm dreading it because it's going to be hard as hell...but I wouldn't want any other person to do it with her either. Make sense? I drove her to Greencastle yesterday so we could go see her Dad who is in prison. That's the worst part....at least at my Dad's funeral, I had my mom there with me...those kids didn't have either. I'm just so much in family mode it's unreal. I wish I didn't even have to work so I could just be with all my family all the time...is that weird? I've never been as much as a family person or homebody as I have been in the past 6 months...I feel old for being like that...but whatever...family is whatcha got, right?
Anyways, didn't mean for this to be all depressing...just venting. I'm also ready to get with my friends and have some girl time. Cole & Ash, if you come home this weekend, let's lounge in our PJ's and have a movie night again...
Well, lecture is over...I'm out!
Love you!
*Go hug someone you love.....seriously*