Sep 14, 2004 16:31
So, here I am at the FCPL, AGAIN! No Mark Caudill stalker kid this time! Score! I just saw Marky Mark (the OTHER Mark), so he'll probably be reading my little post here in about 5. So hi Marky!
Anyways, is it normal to wake up one day and just wonder....What the hell?....I'm so confused. Alot of my friends have everything planned out. They've stuck with one major, one school, nice family life. Here I am, moved out twice already, changed my major 500 times, and wanted to change schools 500 times. I still have NO clue what I want to do for the rest of my life. I've kept going back to Art Education, and I really don't feel it. I was reading on Nichole's friends LJ and one of her friends....coldest_ash, was all talking about how he just "felt" how music was right for him. I want that feeling. I want my major to jump in my face and me have a burning desire to do it. So I'm still trying to figure some stuff out. I know Courtney Vance is going to travel & hospitality, and wouldn't that be awesome? Traveling the world as a living. Wow. Then again, I love flying, and I love traveling. I sometimes wonder why I'm even in college since I don't even have a major. Am I wasting money? Then again, I don't want to drop out, because.....well....that'd be really stupid of me. Grrr, confusion! So anyways, I just wanted to rant, feel free to gimme some feedback.
Love Ya'll..........
Mace