I'd break from a nervous breakdown for breakfast...

Apr 25, 2006 04:38

Two quotes define my thinking tonight.

First, from the movie Tombstone.

Doc (Val Kilmer): What do you want, Wyatt?
Wyatt (Kurt Russel): Just to live a normal life.
Doc: There is no normal life, it's just life... ya live it.

That in mind, I think I'll stop restraining myself from saying the feelings that I've had, still have... and as far as I can tell, always will... I'm going to stop repressing my feelings for the sake of other people.

THAT IN MIND, I give you the next quote, from the song "Don't Ever Fucking Question That" - Atmosphere - Lucy Ford EP

Enough to hold you to the brightest of lights,
to place you dangerously close to that sun,
enough to acknowledge the flaws you can't ignore
and recognize the cause of what's done is done,
more than enough to put my name behind my ideals,
and neglect my logic twice daily.
enough to keep me looking for my lucy in the sky with gems,
when I remember how you used to call me baby,
enough to look in my mirror with detest for every tear you shed regardless of
why you wept,
enough to curse any man who can't appreciate the depth of the ocean i swam
till i ran out of breath.

I love you, don't ever fucking question that.

That's fucking Right.

Hey, Alyn... call me crazy, call me stupid, and call me ignorant if you want... but... just... don't ever fucking question that.

I'm tired of pretending like I'm over her. fuck it. I'm not. I love her. Good night. I'm fucking out.
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