May 18, 2004 12:47
Had my first day off in a week yesterday. Slept until 3, got out of bed around 4. Overall, it was a relaxing day, so I won't complain about the lack of activity. When he dropped me off at home, Tylerio and I had what was the closest thing to a heart to heart conversation that we will probably ever have. I'm hoping it won't hurt things at all, but make them as they should be.
I'm at work again. The office is quiet, and it makes me even more lonely. I'm already dreaming of Friday night, my next night off, even though I don't get to see Nichole and there's a possibility that I won't be doing anything save lying around with a bottle of jack and a book. I would like that though, have yet to and look forward to it.
I got an email from my english teacher today, and she said that I should definately start sending my work out. She gave me a few pointers, but mostly said that I should start now so that I am already in the habit full swing by the time I get super serious about my writing. Right now, I just want to be back in the groove. She also recommended that I find a writing buddy and hinted towards Christopher, the cute boy that I sat next to. I wish she would hint these things in his direction.
I miss my girlfriends terribly. A weird sense of loneliness has come over me today. I need some feminine strength around me.