Apr 20, 2006 21:34
alfjaghg;lhag;iorheakljg;algha;urghauhioerungafn.
There.
I feel...
Really unorganized and kind of hanging by a thread.
But really happy?
Self-pity is not worth the time or effort.
It doesn't please God and it doesn't make you feel any better.
Haha, I really like the feeling you get when you just went through a really moody-teenager feeling and then you realize it's going to be okay because there's a bigger plan.
I just kind of have to laugh at myself because God is so incredible yet I get worked up so much in my own selfish interests.
Cause in the end there's so much I can't see and He's got such an amazing plan.
The year is ending and most of the people I've been going to school with I won't be with next year. Actually, I won't be going to school with any of the people I'm at school with right now.
It's a strange thought. And it was making me think about the relationships I've formed and the ones that may fade.
I'm kicking myself for some because I realized I could have been such a better friend.
I sat in youth yesterday and I really liked the message.
It was a basic thing but something you need to hear over and over and over.
And even more times after that.
How do we represent Christ?
In purity of speech and conduct or the opposite effect?
Not just if we curse or not, but is my speech loving and honoring to those around me? To I point others toward Christ or kind of sit there and not really give a direction?
It made me think.
Psalm 139:23-24
"Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting."
I love that verse. Because everytime I read through it it reminds me of what my mind and heart should be focused on.
Did you know in Georgia their going to offer Bible classes as electives in public schools? They're doing this because the Bible has historical relevance in the founding of our country. It's more a study of the facts of the Bible rather than a heart/faith aspect of the Bible. I thought that was neat/interesting. I don't know if that was relevant to anything though.
Tomorrow is Friday. And only a few more weeks until summer. :)