ok sum more on my mind
TO that certain person again:
do you feel weird around me lately? because i dunno for shure if thats what im feeling but i think it is at the same time?
Things:
i feel like an outcast at school i have no friends & i think its my fault because i think i look for too much in people since what has happened & i kno i dont judge people because i dont do that but i kno how my old friends are like katilyn & rickie & them they are not good friends i dont like their attitudes toward people not saying mine is any better but i mean look at them? & i unno i just fell weird at school like i dont belong :( i dont want sympathy from any one im just venting & i think this boy at school is cute & we see eachother in the hall & at lunch all the time we have been friends for a while but i unno i dont have a crush on him i just think hes cute & maybe something might happen, but i doubt it nothing ever good happens to me...umm i think chelsey wicker is pretty cool i have 4 hour & lunch with her i like her she like the same things i do i think lunch is my favorite because i dont have to deal with the PLASTICS in there haha i called kate & rick & them plastics but they act like it shit! haha i think i just smiled for the first time tonight! any ways yea i like it because they are notin there & chase & jarrod & linda & jen & chelsey & calee are in there & i think i like that crowd alot! haha & yea thats all ...ooh & oe i have it with cody patterson i love him to death i miss him lots~ ok im done again until next time~
do you feel weird around me lately? because i dunno for shure if thats what im feeling but i think it is at the same time?
Things:
i feel like an outcast at school i have no friends & i think its my fault because i think i look for too much in people since what has happened & i kno i dont judge people because i dont do that but i kno how my old friends are like katilyn & rickie & them they are not good friends i dont like their attitudes toward people not saying mine is any better but i mean look at them? & i unno i just fell weird at school like i dont belong :( i dont want sympathy from any one im just venting & i think this boy at school is cute & we see eachother in the hall & at lunch all the time we have been friends for a while but i unno i dont have a crush on him i just think hes cute & maybe something might happen, but i doubt it nothing ever good happens to me...umm i think chelsey wicker is pretty cool i have 4 hour & lunch with her i like her she like the same things i do i think lunch is my favorite because i dont have to deal with the PLASTICS in there haha i called kate & rick & them plastics but they act like it shit! haha i think i just smiled for the first time tonight! any ways yea i like it because they are notin there & chase & jarrod & linda & jen & chelsey & calee are in there & i think i like that crowd alot! haha & yea thats all ...ooh & oe i have it with cody patterson i love him to death i miss him lots~ ok im done again until next time~