sittin here thinking
hey...ok so everything right now seems like its goin really good in my life but then again it doesn't i mean i like this boy alot & i unno it just feels like sumtimes i get on his nerves or sumthin like he dosent like me i unno i just wish everything would fall into place soon i mean im really greatful for the past month because i have made a best friend CARRIE which is great because i havent had one of those in a long time its really nice actually!! & im happy for her because she has found a new boyfriend who is really hawt & is really nice to her! so i did her a favor & deleted sum of the numbers out her fone! haha it should help a little bit but yea she really likes this boy alot sum what like i like JAKE! i unno theres just sumthing about him...he makes me feel so good about myself all the time & its just nice because not many people make me feel that way besides carrie because she tells me im beautiful! haha as so is she! & i uno i just wish i could put my emotions in words so he could kind of understand what im trying to say because i dont think he realizes how much he means to me i kno its weird because we havent even been talking that long but i have already cried over him which i dont do often at all but yea i just cant explain this probably dosent make any sense at all but i tried yea i unno will sum1 just pallez understand me?!?! i would love it so much !