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I don't know. I don't know I don't know I don't know and I'm scared. why. love. stupid?
it's not enough and it's still crippling. agh vomit agh agh suffer scream how am I supposed to handle this?
do I listen to stix and throw all my dreams aside and just work on giving my son a financial stable life? because I still need to be here. whattodo???!?!
fuck. money. m oney fuck up ass in horrid ways. trade all dreams for financial happiness for my son and miss him all the time. I don't need dreams.
-citrus
oh thats hideousbhidesoushideous wahatdoIDOWHATDOIDOWHATDOIDOGIVEUPEVERTHRINGEVERDREAMIWANTED I LIFE AND TO TASTE SOMETHING real.
it's not enough and it's still crippling. agh vomit agh agh suffer scream how am I supposed to handle this?
do I listen to stix and throw all my dreams aside and just work on giving my son a financial stable life? because I still need to be here. whattodo???!?!
fuck. money. m oney fuck up ass in horrid ways. trade all dreams for financial happiness for my son and miss him all the time. I don't need dreams.
-citrus
oh thats hideousbhidesoushideous wahatdoIDOWHATDOIDOWHATDOIDOGIVEUPEVERTHRINGEVERDREAMIWANTED I LIFE AND TO TASTE SOMETHING real.