no trust
It seems that the more I work toward getting an apartment/job in Wilsonville the more difficult the adults around me have become. Not only do they not trust me at all they criticize my efforts. It hardly seems justified that they should have such little faith in me. Even if I don't want someones "advise" they see no problem with dishing it out. Is it that hard to believe I want to get away from home? That college wasn't good for me and maybe that's why I'm not going back to Southern for another year of torture? What's so ridiculous about wanting a place of my own? I'm sick of all the skepticism.