Jun 01, 2007 14:42
something is wrong with me. A couple days ago I had a seizure. Yeah, a seizure. Ever since then I feel really weird. My entire body is weak but my mind isn't. I just sit on the couch and stare at the walls, thats all I can physically do. My eyes are messing up. I can barely see cuz things are so blurry even while I have my contacts in. I can't walk in a straight line and I keep falling over like I'm drunk. I've read that is a bad sign. My coordination is awful and I can barely reach something to pick it up. I'm slurring my words so badly that I'm almost impossible to understand. If someone says anything to me or throws something at me, I complely spass out. I'm twitching a little bit all the time. I just feel strange. I feel like I'm dreaming and Im just very dizzy. I don't know what is wrong with me. The doctor called with my blood results (they only call if they found something wrong) but I couldn't get to the phone and I can't find the message. I feel really messed up. I have my contacts in but I can barely read what Im typing. I dont know whats wrong iwith me. It might be my heart becasue even when Im not moving my heart will start to pound really hard. I just feel really strange. Im freaking out. I just want to know whats wrong with me. i feel so bad. I have to work for 6 hours tomorrow. I don't know how Im going to do that. Im just stressed and i dont know. its just bad