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[citrus882]

I hate society. I think I am so stressed because of the pressure I feel to be things that I can't be. I'm not like other people, I can't make myself be typical. I iwish I could. I wish I didn't have a different view on everything. It would make my life so much easier if i could just be like everyone else. Being "interesting" and "unique" is great

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[twistdangel54]

There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. It's wonderful that you're so passionate about music and your career. I think you are amazing, and "unique" is not a bad thing AT ALL. Who gives a fuck about what society thinks, you don't need their approval. Believe it or not, everyone moves at their own pace, and just because it appears that the majority all move at the same pace, that is definitely not typical.

I'm gonna let you in on something about me. The only reason I have it easy with guys is because I put myself out there so much. And the reason I put myself out there so much is because I feel I need male attention. And the reason I feel I need male attention is because I have no father. Having no father makes me painfully insecure about the way I am viewed by men, so I always need a man at my side to reassure me that I am desirable. It's a huge issue of mine that I've never really expressed to you. I want to let you know that I DO understand your problem, even though you think I don't. And every time we talk about it or I read about it in your LJ, I wish more and more that I could help you with it, but I just don't know how. I wish I could take the pain away, but I hope you understand that I have pain as well.