little itty bitty thoughts and emotions
here's what is on the menu for my brain thoughts today:
Thinking about how i kinda want to be head prefect next year, because although i am really nervous about how people would accept me, i really want to serve my community more, and i think i can..
Thinking about how Emma D. and Jasper are finally together (do long term crushes really happen in the end?) they had an interesting bit of drama which i was on the sidelines for...
Thinking about Gabe and his pimp-ness and just how much i realize he means to me and hopeing that he actually goes through with the little favor i asked of him.
Thinking about Andrew and why he's still wearing that necklace and why he and i are still not talking and all the memories i have of us together.
Thinking about how bad i feel still about cheating on Andrew and how i wish i never had and wish i had never made those other choices that i did last semester.
Thinking about how out of shape i am in lacrosse
Thinking about how to deal with the feelings i have towards my roomie (annoyed ones right now)
Thinking about how last year at this time i was going out with Andrew for a month.
Thinking about how sky and ross are luckily still together and how andrew and i are not, eventhough we started going out around the same time.
Thinking about how myspaces suck out people's lives
Thinking about women's self esteem (i'm reading a book on it)
Thinking about whether or not i want to go to mascota again and whether or not my parents would let me
Thinking about why i break down all the time and how i can prevent that
Thinking about how much i hate myself, and why i do and how i can fix that.
... thoughts thoughts and more thoughts with a side dish of emotions.
Thinking about how i kinda want to be head prefect next year, because although i am really nervous about how people would accept me, i really want to serve my community more, and i think i can..
Thinking about how Emma D. and Jasper are finally together (do long term crushes really happen in the end?) they had an interesting bit of drama which i was on the sidelines for...
Thinking about Gabe and his pimp-ness and just how much i realize he means to me and hopeing that he actually goes through with the little favor i asked of him.
Thinking about Andrew and why he's still wearing that necklace and why he and i are still not talking and all the memories i have of us together.
Thinking about how bad i feel still about cheating on Andrew and how i wish i never had and wish i had never made those other choices that i did last semester.
Thinking about how out of shape i am in lacrosse
Thinking about how to deal with the feelings i have towards my roomie (annoyed ones right now)
Thinking about how last year at this time i was going out with Andrew for a month.
Thinking about how sky and ross are luckily still together and how andrew and i are not, eventhough we started going out around the same time.
Thinking about how myspaces suck out people's lives
Thinking about women's self esteem (i'm reading a book on it)
Thinking about whether or not i want to go to mascota again and whether or not my parents would let me
Thinking about why i break down all the time and how i can prevent that
Thinking about how much i hate myself, and why i do and how i can fix that.
... thoughts thoughts and more thoughts with a side dish of emotions.