"just a messed up girl trying to find her own piece of mind"

[citizenmeow]

sooooooo

its been awhile...i am still here as you guys could tell by my sometimes random comments on your journals...and i am still doing the same things i usually do...

i have an annoucement to make...

i am going to go to cosmetology school if i can find a way to afford it...

hey i figure i like doing makeup..i like doing hair...i am pretty creative...and this would be more of an outlet for my creativity then sitting in an office calling debtors...

sitting in a call center every day making call after call with people telling me how much of a bitch i supposedly am has finally almost gotten on my last nerve...

with that said i think that is my problem lately besides the obvious chemical imbalance i have had for years...i have no present outlet for my creativity....

and while i am excited at the possiblity of doing this i have a few problems...

can i do this and still be able to make enought money to live?
can i do the school thing and still be able to pay bills?
will i be any good at this?

as always guys i need incouragement or discouragement....lay it on me