and it feeels like, it feels like heaven's so far away....gone away....gone away...
i've had it decided forever...the only thing i enjoy at school is art, therefore it's what i'm going to major in at college. The only stress was getting into college...and that already happened...in December...i'm going to BYU Utah in June.....HECK YES...i can't wait....the very thought is tantilizing. So about my major....Visual Arts?! Studio Art?! Photography?!? i just dunno!!!! "Don't worry about that" they say...."you can get there and try them out and decide"..."hardly anyone has there definite major when they enter as a freshman"......
......I HATE YOU ALL...and my life... i find out today that for every single effing major i'm interested in....they're only admitting people once a year...and they're all requiring my slide portfolios......they're all very "by the schedule" majors that require getting started right off your first freshman semester...........oh, and did i mention these applications with my slide portfolio are due tomorrow?
yay...good going whitney...way to screw up my chances of doing the only thing i've pictured myself doing my whole life...the one thing i love. it's the greatest feeling to watch your dreams fall apart.
......I HATE YOU ALL...and my life... i find out today that for every single effing major i'm interested in....they're only admitting people once a year...and they're all requiring my slide portfolios......they're all very "by the schedule" majors that require getting started right off your first freshman semester...........oh, and did i mention these applications with my slide portfolio are due tomorrow?
yay...good going whitney...way to screw up my chances of doing the only thing i've pictured myself doing my whole life...the one thing i love. it's the greatest feeling to watch your dreams fall apart.