i said maybe.. you're gonna be the one that saves me...and after all, you're my wonderwall
i would just like to make a blanket apology to all of you out there who are feeling like i don't spend enough time with you...especially considering i don't do anything all week but "lazy around and sleep"...or make up excuses that i have to work (taken the fact that i have a job that basically only works me on weekends)...and then i do have a family that i'm close to and since i'm their last kid home, they like to spend time with me and sometimes instead of going out i would rather stay home with them...maybe i'm out of line for that, but i just find my family to be important to me...and then when i'm not working, there's a lot of people i want to hang out with and can't exactly be with everyone ALL THE TIME...and then forgive my negligence about what's important when i say i have homework, you know it's not very often that i feel motivated to do school work on weekends, so when that happens, i'm taking advantage of it because some things are more important than socializing.....i just really don't think it's fair that all my free time is expected to be consumed by the same people....i guess it's hard for some people to comprehend that i can only spread myself so thin before i go insane....and i'm pretty sure i'm on the verge of insanity