pirate vs. ninja
her words ...
She Knows
i wanted..
i want..
i watch the way music moves around your hair. i caught the angles of your face..and started to laugh. It's so hard to look at yourself..and really see who you are. A girl, a lost girl, with bright eyes,and a sad smile. The same expression of youth,of life..of longing to be noticed and forgotten at the same time.
i watched my laundry ..and cried over clean towels..they have a purpose..2 sides to dirty..i envy the clean..to spin on cycle ..but come out dry.. my life is wet,and i have no clean towels.
Did i ever listen, will you ever really listen..hearing is perception,words are just words..definitions are not the truth..looking for salvation just makes me want to never be found..i would be a liar if i told you the truth..i am afraid of you .. because i'm still afraid of myself..seeing you confirms that i'm still alive, and no better than i was..it confirms that the world is flat..and it's people are round..it confirms that raw passion never dies,and suicide lingers at the witching hour.. you confirm that i am myself.. my glory is in a box of cereal, but the toy was taken by the earliest rise. I want to kiss myself, and tell you that it never ends, hold on to innocence..to save the youth, one foot stays. Bind to wrap,as unravel to mind. i want to hold you forever, and never let myself go.
These two selves may one day agree
deconstruct a letter and words we may find..truth will hold up when we jump from the end.. take me out in the rain because my life is wet..spin out the cycle to find my clean towels.
and when I wanted to die she said...
UNKNOWN
Razor to Sharpen your thoughts..Pain to feel a heart .. beat to take a dance
Mechanical eyes, sit behind
hollow words
Cut
to the middle
Empty
Space
Feel my fucking love.. touch what is right in front of you
Destroy, on to search
My hands rest in your mind
scared .. found.. lost
take the time to paint a smile.. take the time to look for me
darkness evades.. shadows jump..
Face me.. please
face the truth...
She Knows
i wanted..
i want..
i watch the way music moves around your hair. i caught the angles of your face..and started to laugh. It's so hard to look at yourself..and really see who you are. A girl, a lost girl, with bright eyes,and a sad smile. The same expression of youth,of life..of longing to be noticed and forgotten at the same time.
i watched my laundry ..and cried over clean towels..they have a purpose..2 sides to dirty..i envy the clean..to spin on cycle ..but come out dry.. my life is wet,and i have no clean towels.
Did i ever listen, will you ever really listen..hearing is perception,words are just words..definitions are not the truth..looking for salvation just makes me want to never be found..i would be a liar if i told you the truth..i am afraid of you .. because i'm still afraid of myself..seeing you confirms that i'm still alive, and no better than i was..it confirms that the world is flat..and it's people are round..it confirms that raw passion never dies,and suicide lingers at the witching hour.. you confirm that i am myself.. my glory is in a box of cereal, but the toy was taken by the earliest rise. I want to kiss myself, and tell you that it never ends, hold on to innocence..to save the youth, one foot stays. Bind to wrap,as unravel to mind. i want to hold you forever, and never let myself go.
These two selves may one day agree
deconstruct a letter and words we may find..truth will hold up when we jump from the end.. take me out in the rain because my life is wet..spin out the cycle to find my clean towels.
and when I wanted to die she said...
UNKNOWN
Razor to Sharpen your thoughts..Pain to feel a heart .. beat to take a dance
Mechanical eyes, sit behind
hollow words
Cut
to the middle
Empty
Space
Feel my fucking love.. touch what is right in front of you
Destroy, on to search
My hands rest in your mind
scared .. found.. lost
take the time to paint a smile.. take the time to look for me
darkness evades.. shadows jump..
Face me.. please
face the truth...