we're all constantly striving to be accepted by those we secretly emulate. it's like middle school all over again, but an updated and adult version. and you have to stand back and look at the bigger picture. what signs have you been given? what's trying to stop you? we make mistakes because we're supposed to learn from them. no one is perfect, no matter how things might appear on the outside. we overcompensate for our shortcomings because that's what we've always seen others do. no one wants to admit that something is wrong with them. if we did, we'd be admitting that we have a weakness and weaknesses aren't generally accepted. maybe the reason things happened the way that they did was to stop you from getting in even deeper. a warning of how you would end up if you continued down that path. and you worry about the small details because you see them as controlable, and perhaps there is something bigger that is out of your control-- like our futures-- and you're compensating. like we were talking about last night.. we all have some type of problem we're trying to cover up (but secretly hoping to be saved from) and maybe that's why we're friends. for support. or something like that. anyway, you're definitely not alone. and i can only hope that we're all headed in the right direction at this point.
we're all constantly striving to be accepted by those we secretly emulate. it's like middle school all over again, but an updated and adult version. and you have to stand back and look at the bigger picture. what signs have you been given? what's trying to stop you? we make mistakes because we're supposed to learn from them. no one is perfect, no matter how things might appear on the outside. we overcompensate for our shortcomings because that's what we've always seen others do. no one wants to admit that something is wrong with them. if we did, we'd be admitting that we have a weakness and weaknesses aren't generally accepted. maybe the reason things happened the way that they did was to stop you from getting in even deeper. a warning of how you would end up if you continued down that path. and you worry about the small details because you see them as controlable, and perhaps there is something bigger that is out of your control-- like our futures-- and you're compensating. like we were talking about last night.. we all have some type of problem we're trying to cover up (but secretly hoping to be saved from) and maybe that's why we're friends. for support. or something like that.
anyway, you're definitely not alone. and i can only hope that we're all headed in the right direction at this point.
i love you!
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