May 26, 2006 11:44
Today was the first day I woke up and I didn't feel liek there's was something I HAD to get done. There was no pressure of the wounds that wouldn't heal there was no worry.
It came and it passed. With it a strange calmness came over me. This idea running through me that it was all going to be as it should and that is good.
The year ahead brings alot of mystery as well as potentially the best times of my teenage life we just have to see and for the first time in a long time I am completely at peace with that.