Let it come

Aug 31, 2003 00:45

Unlike the other times when I have awoken after a restless sleep, I remember all of what happened yesterday. I can still see the fear shining in Elijah's eyes when I told him what I was going to do to him. I can still see the pain etched on his face as I beat him mercilessly, and yet I do not feel any regret for what I did and that worries some ( Read more... )

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subserv_elijah September 3 2003, 22:14:03 UTC
*I can't help but squirm more when you sink your finger into me - bath water isnt slick, and so all you're doing is aggravating the injuries that I already have.*

You're... hurting me!

*I whimper with hoarse voice as your hand begins to slowly tighten around my neck.*

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citizen_hugo September 3 2003, 22:23:47 UTC
Be quiet! Don't make me hurt you, I don't want to hurt you!

*I yell at him, my finger burrowing further inside. I don't seem to hear him clearly, well I can but the words he's saying don't sink in and I want him to shut up. My hand now covers his mouth rather than his throat, quieting the sounds that are coming from it as I wiggle the finger in deeper.*

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subserv_elijah September 3 2003, 22:30:43 UTC
*He doesn't stop, pushing his finger painfully deeper, and covers my mouth now with his hand, which is too close to being mouth and nose or a dunk into the water or whatever, and so I can't do this anymore. I can't let him try to kill me again. I push off against the sides of the tub and start to stand, to get myself out of the water and away from him, and my sore body complains the entire time.*

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citizen_hugo September 3 2003, 22:40:46 UTC
*He's leaving me again? No! That can't happen, not again! Struggling to stand in the slippery tub, I reach for him, grabbing his arm to pull him back to me.*

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subserv_elijah September 3 2003, 22:45:16 UTC
*I force my way up, trying to get away, and he pulls me back before I'm on my feet, nearly making me fall.*

Let me go... Please let me go!

*I plead to him, because its becoming obvious that this man has no clue of how to do anything except cause pain, andI've had more than enough of that lately. He yanks me bakc again, and this time I slip and drop righ tback down into the water with him.*

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citizen_hugo September 3 2003, 22:50:24 UTC
*Wrapping my arms around him firmly as we fall back in the water, I don't try and do anything except hold him. I want him to stop moving, stop fighting and then hopefully I will be able to carry on with my task of making him cry out in pleasure. So I sit there in the bath, legs and arms wrapped tightly around him, waiting for him to cease his struggles.*

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subserv_elijah September 3 2003, 22:56:03 UTC
*I find myself right back where I started, and tiring quickly, and so for the moment, I simply give up and let him do what he wants again.*

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citizen_hugo September 3 2003, 23:05:13 UTC
*He eventually stills and carefully I release him from my tight grip. He's extremely stung up right now and I want to ease his nerves a little. Gently I maneuver my pet's body round in the bath so he is now facing me and, reaching down, I brush the tips of my fingers along his cock. Not stroking fully yet, just light touches, hopefully to calm and soothe him.*

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subserv_elijah September 3 2003, 23:10:40 UTC
*I really don't want this... I really don't. Because one thing will lead to another, and he'll fuck me again and rip me open and... god! But I don't want to fight him anymore. I'm too tired. And he isn't hurting me right now, so I just stay, letting him touch me, knowing that soon enough, my body will betray me and respond to him, and that's all the reaction he'll need to push this as far as he can. I close my eyes and just let it happen for now.*

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citizen_hugo September 3 2003, 23:21:36 UTC
*Seeing him close his eyes in, what looks like to me, bliss, I take him up in my hand and now begin to stroke him to hardness. The water is a dirty red colour, from the dry blood and dirt caked on Elijah's skin and I don't particularly want to stay in here anymore. Slipping out of the tub, I grab a big fluffy towel and motion for him to stand up so I can wrap him in it.*

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subserv_elijah September 4 2003, 15:59:20 UTC
*He gets out of the tub after stroking me, and then holds out a towel for me, I guess to get out too. Whatever. I don't care anymore at this point. I guess most of the filth is off me, though I still hurt. I rise from the water and step out, and he wraps me up in the towel. I stand there, motionless, head drooped, waiting to see what comes next, knowing that this niceness isn't going to last. Something will set him off, and then it'll start all over again.*

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citizen_hugo September 4 2003, 16:25:44 UTC
*I sit down on the edge of the bath tub and wrap my arms around him, hugging him close. It's nice to have someone to hold even if they are still wet from washing and I don't do anyhting for a while, just rock him ever so slightly, warming him. Finally I pull away a little and rub him dry with the towel before drying myself. Taking his hand I lead him back to the bedroom.*

Come on pet, let's go find some clean clothes for you.

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subserv_elijah September 4 2003, 16:36:15 UTC
*I blink, then nod*

OK.

*Then I follow him out of the bath, obediently.*

Thank you.

*We go into the bedroom and I star to get out my clothing, some of which still isn't unpacked from my backpack. I don't have much, but might as well make use of what I do have.*

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citizen_hugo September 4 2003, 16:56:31 UTC
*While he finds some clothes, I sit on the edge of the bed watching him. That's all I seem to do these days, watch him, but I like that so I don't try and stop myself.*

Pet, I fancy something to eat. After you've dressed would you make us something hot?

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subserv_elijah September 4 2003, 17:01:06 UTC
*I finish getting out my clothing, laying it out as I start to put it on, and he asks for breakfast. And he's nice about it. I look up and give a hesitant half-smile. I'm trying*

What would you like me to make for us?

*I finish dressing, being careful to mind the scabs on my back, while he decides.*

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citizen_hugo September 4 2003, 17:41:24 UTC
Hmm, what do you say to a nice roast? That will fill you up.

*His smile makes me feel better. He seems to have calmed down now and that has calmed me down. As long as he doesn't try and stop me doing anything or struggle then I suppose it will be ok.*

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