Accept Responsibility
I am sorry.
I have been in just a fucked up mental state for the past few days; especially with the adjustment to my new medication. I have been reading over my posts and I have been an asshole, in some areas, NOT ALL. I am lonely and miserable but I didn't mean to take it out on you guys, I love you Kitty and I love you Jasmine and I am sorry. I am just so used to being the shit of the world and being attacked and scapegoated all of the time that I go into defense mode before I can get hurt anymore. And I guess sometimes I take things a little too personally. I appreciate you being there for me Jazz and I want you to be happy. I dont know, I am just sorry...