Jul 18, 2011 23:35
my head has been spinning or pounding, throbbing and screaming. Today I had the great pleasure of feeling as though my head was on a carousel with intermittent shots of pain. So as a distraction I have taken to romantic films. Not limited to romantic comedies, I am now infatuated with Matthew Macfadyen as Mr. Darcy in the 2006 production of Pride & Prejudice. In the past 3 days I have put it on no less that four times.
That and a gift from my mother a shiny, glittery, diamond studded skull that now sits atop my printer, looking beyond me towards my cork board. I feel he needs a gold tooth, But that may detract from his silver-ness.
We have appointments that must be gone to, we begin the orthodontia process Wednesday. My girl went over to a friends tonight. Got out of the house and rode her bike for the first time in I can't recall how long.
As I sit at my computer when the air kicks on I have a scented candle - Fresh Baked Candle in Pound Cake, the combination of vanilla and I don't kow what give me a wave of calming as I try to keep from dwelling on my head. My girl wanted to bake cookies, I am not up for doing it from scratch so I picked up a log of dough. It reminds me of the depressed days more than a decade ago when I would eat half a tube in the dark. That was a long long time ago. An entire lifetime from where I am now.
So as I said before I am posting. Some locked others not, but trying to put a little something up here periodically.
Cheers!
kiddo,
life,
health,
work