dime a dozen? does that work for this?
its weird, im not alone on feeling worthless and not achieving nething.. sometimes i think about college.. my goal for college.. is it really goin to get me newhere.. will i actually leave this country for Archaeological digs? who the fuck knows... i also hate not able to tell ppl how i feel.. or like not making a move on a girl when i should.. life is too short for stupid bullshit.. i dont know wat im thinking about sometimes or where im goin.. im guess this is like a life crisis here.. bout to turn 20... not doing soo good in college.. not wanting to dispoint my parents.. they believe college is the gateway for super great things.. fact is alot of ppl after college r unemployed or not doin wat they majored in.. i will be one of them.. im usually just another face in the crowd, a dime a dozen as they say.. watever else cliches soo im not goin to go out be the one on top and getting offers or the jobs i want.. wit girls.. im just soo scared.. the girls im interested in i dont talk to.. i freeze and then move on.. not tryin and than when build up the courage to say something.. its too late or i think its too late.. wit every im interested in girl i will be another face in the crowd well watever.. im nothing special just there.. just another number for the government, another student in school, another person someone will pass by,