Máteme (Kill Me) (download it
here)
1. Opening - Linkin Park
2. Believe Me - Fort Minor
3. Into The Void - Nine Inch Nails
4. What Difference Does It Make? - The Smiths
5. So Jealous - Tegan & Sara
6. Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park
7. Everything Is Wrong - Moby
8. Climbing Up The Walls - Radiohead
9. Stop Me If You Think You've Heard This One Before - The Smiths
10. A Poor Man's Memory - Explosions in the Sky
11. Untitled - Zoe Keating
This is a mix for wallowing, for drinking yourself under the table, for desperation. It's possible to listen to each of these songs individually with a motivated, positive or otherwise non-suicidal outlook, but put all together like this it really can't be done. I recommend listening to it once when you find yourself in this mood, then putting it away and not listening to it again for a month at the very least. It was inspired by and borrows heavily from
user_undefined's PSYCHE (Fuck Cupid), which can be found
here.
Word to the wise: I am fine, I promise. This is just what I need to do. I have a bunch more happier mixes up my sleeves to come later.