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Is it just me, or did the end of the school year sneak up on me like a stealthy snake? The fact that finals are about two days away has not seem to have gotten through to me and created some panic yet. And it really should because my first final is history *gasp* which is pretty much my hardest one and I feel neither prepared nor scared for it. Being indifferent to these types of things really doesn't do me any good.
AND summer is approaching with these finals and I can't help but feel a bit sad that my junior year of high school is just about over. I mean, I can't wait for summer, and not having to get up for school in the morning and go to school period, but... I don't know, the end of things always makes me sad. Actually, just about anything changing makes me sad (EX. My mother used to change my furniture around when I was at school and I'd come home and cry). But life does go on, and no one can stop change. Every year gets better because we all get a little older and a little wiser and we learn from mistakes and if we don't then we'll just make them again until we do (learn that is). It's best not to look behind at what has passed because you may miss what's coming ahead. And that would just create more sorrow at the fact that you were caught up with something that you couldn't do anything about, to miss something that you could've made great.
At least I'm heading towards the optimistic. And I've made myself feel better. Hehe. I have my own conversations with myself to cheer me up. At least I save money on phone bills. Hahaha. Oh my... I'm quite strange.
AND summer is approaching with these finals and I can't help but feel a bit sad that my junior year of high school is just about over. I mean, I can't wait for summer, and not having to get up for school in the morning and go to school period, but... I don't know, the end of things always makes me sad. Actually, just about anything changing makes me sad (EX. My mother used to change my furniture around when I was at school and I'd come home and cry). But life does go on, and no one can stop change. Every year gets better because we all get a little older and a little wiser and we learn from mistakes and if we don't then we'll just make them again until we do (learn that is). It's best not to look behind at what has passed because you may miss what's coming ahead. And that would just create more sorrow at the fact that you were caught up with something that you couldn't do anything about, to miss something that you could've made great.
At least I'm heading towards the optimistic. And I've made myself feel better. Hehe. I have my own conversations with myself to cheer me up. At least I save money on phone bills. Hahaha. Oh my... I'm quite strange.