it's been a while....
yeah...so it's been a while since i have posted on lj....i guess for no other reason then just being lazy and not finding the time to even get online, much less update on here. but i was inspired tonight to update and try to get back in the swing of things...so here it goes.
since i last updated, i have watched my life spin like 180 degrees out of control.....yeah that is what you can call it. getting kinda crazy....done some really dumb things, said some really dumb things...just all around bad decisions. but i have also come out of making all these dumb decisions, not a better person, but a smarter person. if anything, i am very decided in my path of life right now. i know what i want from myself, and i know what i want to do to accomplish it. not so much life goals like what kind of job i want, but more along the lines of the person that i want to be and what i want to be to others. so i am going to pretend that the last 6 months, give or take a few, didn't happen. i love the people i have met and would do anything for them, but i refuse to be like them. i refuse to let the decisions of others affect what i do in my life. i refuse to be affected in a negative way. i can take bad news and not go completely nuts. that is my goal...to be able accept change without changing myself. that should keep my busy for a while. i am going to be a much stronger person.
since i last updated, i have watched my life spin like 180 degrees out of control.....yeah that is what you can call it. getting kinda crazy....done some really dumb things, said some really dumb things...just all around bad decisions. but i have also come out of making all these dumb decisions, not a better person, but a smarter person. if anything, i am very decided in my path of life right now. i know what i want from myself, and i know what i want to do to accomplish it. not so much life goals like what kind of job i want, but more along the lines of the person that i want to be and what i want to be to others. so i am going to pretend that the last 6 months, give or take a few, didn't happen. i love the people i have met and would do anything for them, but i refuse to be like them. i refuse to let the decisions of others affect what i do in my life. i refuse to be affected in a negative way. i can take bad news and not go completely nuts. that is my goal...to be able accept change without changing myself. that should keep my busy for a while. i am going to be a much stronger person.