believing i had supernatural powers i slammed into a brick wall
Got off work today, drove home, showered. Left.
I just....hmm
Went to Adams, then Mall, then Kevin's. On the way to Kev's house I drove by school...and it was then that I realized I'd never come back to take a class there, I'd never roam the halls and squeeze through the bottlenecks at the base of the stairwells, I'd never get to walk down the hall and occasionally get accosted or hugged by someone. Never get to drive out to lunch again, never skip class again, never just hang out in Mr Clark's room when I should be in chorus, or the mass com room when I should be in calc. Never get to have it again. And I smiled. And ran my hand through my hair, and Looked off at the sun. And I felt sad, and cold, and sort of empty. As if a door of my life had just been closed slowly in my face, while someone I loved watched on the otherside helplessly as I was swept off into the tide of life. It was...odd. I felt so free looking upon the place that has dominated the last four years of my life, and I was saddened that I couldn't get one more crack at it. I'll miss it.
Been doing lots of hanging out after work/during it. At lunch so far I've either gone by myself (most boring) or gone somewhere with kevin, or today I went to Nick's house because it's real close by. I made a sandwich, it was really good. I really like hanging out with everyone, Chris' house the other day was...fantastic, there should be more like it. But also I really wish I could hang out with different people. But they haven't been returning mine calls. Sad, I think I might spend more time with the group from a few years ago, I miss them dearly. I need to give B-Doug a call too..Kinda said I would when I got back in town...been in town for almost a week and a half now. Whoops...
Leaving the house tomorrow...at 3 in the morning. We're driving down to the beach. Adam, Phil, My dad, Me, and we're picking up two lithuanian guys in New Bern...pfft. I guess I should have more pride in my 'homeland', but I'm more partial to the other part, the Irish part, and the other forms of those islands. I just...I dunno, Lithuania is just...yeah whatever.
Saw a big turtle today, something like....14 inches? I dunno, he was swimmin' around in the river, so we pulled over and got out to look at him. He managed to wedge himself under a rock, so we of course had to "save him" or just really needed an excuse to act like 10 year old boys again. At least Gabe did, but I never need an excuse to act childish, I'd need one if I ever acted like an adult I suppose. Then we saw some snakes swimmin' around, and then on the way home I saw what was either a fox pup (likely) or a kitten (not as likely) near the road. It was small, I want one. I also want a lemur, I work beside the primate center, and they've got lemurs. I like 'em...maybe I'll steal one, but I didn't type that here. no not at all.
Beach tomorrow.
Then 'thing' on sunday. Oooh Need to work on that, I'm totally ready.
Then Bob Dylan / Willie Nelson concert sunday night
Then...back to work [shudder]
I hate it? at times? I've contemplated beaning Gabe in the back of his skull with a rock everynow and then. Just because he would NOT see it coming. And he's sort of....well....not up to par. But that's mean. He's a good guy, I just wish he was rebellious, so we could do less work. Haha, I guess I'm just lazy and dishonest.
But! It pays a good deal, something like 75$ a day? I dunno. Something like that. So I have lots of money....just....nothing to buy? It was like this before, but then I put it in stocks, and now I have a "shit-ton" of money, and nothing to buy. Maybe a house later in life? I guess.
RighT! Adieu.
You there - You WON'T see this coming. Bwa ha ha ha. Hope you likes it.
DMFL - When do you go down there? The next weekend? Yes?
It's my birthday in a few days. The 20th to be truthful.
~Gabe
I just....hmm
Went to Adams, then Mall, then Kevin's. On the way to Kev's house I drove by school...and it was then that I realized I'd never come back to take a class there, I'd never roam the halls and squeeze through the bottlenecks at the base of the stairwells, I'd never get to walk down the hall and occasionally get accosted or hugged by someone. Never get to drive out to lunch again, never skip class again, never just hang out in Mr Clark's room when I should be in chorus, or the mass com room when I should be in calc. Never get to have it again. And I smiled. And ran my hand through my hair, and Looked off at the sun. And I felt sad, and cold, and sort of empty. As if a door of my life had just been closed slowly in my face, while someone I loved watched on the otherside helplessly as I was swept off into the tide of life. It was...odd. I felt so free looking upon the place that has dominated the last four years of my life, and I was saddened that I couldn't get one more crack at it. I'll miss it.
Been doing lots of hanging out after work/during it. At lunch so far I've either gone by myself (most boring) or gone somewhere with kevin, or today I went to Nick's house because it's real close by. I made a sandwich, it was really good. I really like hanging out with everyone, Chris' house the other day was...fantastic, there should be more like it. But also I really wish I could hang out with different people. But they haven't been returning mine calls. Sad, I think I might spend more time with the group from a few years ago, I miss them dearly. I need to give B-Doug a call too..Kinda said I would when I got back in town...been in town for almost a week and a half now. Whoops...
Leaving the house tomorrow...at 3 in the morning. We're driving down to the beach. Adam, Phil, My dad, Me, and we're picking up two lithuanian guys in New Bern...pfft. I guess I should have more pride in my 'homeland', but I'm more partial to the other part, the Irish part, and the other forms of those islands. I just...I dunno, Lithuania is just...yeah whatever.
Saw a big turtle today, something like....14 inches? I dunno, he was swimmin' around in the river, so we pulled over and got out to look at him. He managed to wedge himself under a rock, so we of course had to "save him" or just really needed an excuse to act like 10 year old boys again. At least Gabe did, but I never need an excuse to act childish, I'd need one if I ever acted like an adult I suppose. Then we saw some snakes swimmin' around, and then on the way home I saw what was either a fox pup (likely) or a kitten (not as likely) near the road. It was small, I want one. I also want a lemur, I work beside the primate center, and they've got lemurs. I like 'em...maybe I'll steal one, but I didn't type that here. no not at all.
Beach tomorrow.
Then 'thing' on sunday. Oooh Need to work on that, I'm totally ready.
Then Bob Dylan / Willie Nelson concert sunday night
Then...back to work [shudder]
I hate it? at times? I've contemplated beaning Gabe in the back of his skull with a rock everynow and then. Just because he would NOT see it coming. And he's sort of....well....not up to par. But that's mean. He's a good guy, I just wish he was rebellious, so we could do less work. Haha, I guess I'm just lazy and dishonest.
But! It pays a good deal, something like 75$ a day? I dunno. Something like that. So I have lots of money....just....nothing to buy? It was like this before, but then I put it in stocks, and now I have a "shit-ton" of money, and nothing to buy. Maybe a house later in life? I guess.
RighT! Adieu.
You there - You WON'T see this coming. Bwa ha ha ha. Hope you likes it.
DMFL - When do you go down there? The next weekend? Yes?
It's my birthday in a few days. The 20th to be truthful.
~Gabe