im sorry
this weekend was crap.
it was fantastic up until the shit happened.
me and ryan saw dodgeball.
oh shit it was funny.
um then we wandered around and people were staring at me.
i was scared for my life.
everything was good and then BAM.
it went downhill like a boulder.
later that night there was a sleepover to say the least.
it was a horrible night.
but at the same time it wasnt.
the next day was bad.
i woke up at 7 cause i was worried.
we ate doughnuts.
they left for home...
i didnt get my wake up call this morning.
i actually havent been called at all so far.
this only makes me more worried.
my mom took the situation and changed it.
i started screaming at her for making it look like she was the victim.
then i started crying.
now my mom has calmed down and seen my point.
then suddenly i realized that it was all my fault.
still waiting for my phone to ring...
it was fantastic up until the shit happened.
me and ryan saw dodgeball.
oh shit it was funny.
um then we wandered around and people were staring at me.
i was scared for my life.
everything was good and then BAM.
it went downhill like a boulder.
later that night there was a sleepover to say the least.
it was a horrible night.
but at the same time it wasnt.
the next day was bad.
i woke up at 7 cause i was worried.
we ate doughnuts.
they left for home...
i didnt get my wake up call this morning.
i actually havent been called at all so far.
this only makes me more worried.
my mom took the situation and changed it.
i started screaming at her for making it look like she was the victim.
then i started crying.
now my mom has calmed down and seen my point.
then suddenly i realized that it was all my fault.
still waiting for my phone to ring...