First in a while
Wow its been a while since i have written one of these.... well since i have written one of these my life has flipped upside down!! my good friends have all dissapeard somewhere becasue they are all busy with other people now or school or jobs or GIRLS THAT WE JUST MET AND SHOULD NOT STOP BEING FRIENDS FOR!!!!! long story and i will tell it later... anywayz i feel empty i feel like like im on a constant roller coaster and i cant get off i wish i could but i cant! i love the friends that i still consider my friends like john i love him to death he has alwayz been there for me and he has alwayz talked with me when shit has gone wrong or gone bad... but lately he has been busy too forgeting to call when he has parties and i feel left out now..... i feel like i just got kicked out of the group..... cause i used to be apart of that group "the crew" and now..... no more.....
Life is evil that way how it brings you up to certain levels of existance and makes you feel good about yourself and makes you feel like you are apart of something and someone and then only to dissapoint you in the end. pitty. I also have this crush oon a girl that one of my friends dated her names meaghan and she is this like gothic kinda girl that i kno well at least thats how some people would see her... i see her as like this absolutely GOREGOUS girl who deserves someone good in her life to make her life easier for once..... i wish....... she wont talk to me anymore on AIM and whatnot and i could never get a date if my life depended on it i kno that much but i only wish i could....
"We regret more the things we do then the things we dont do" - Annonymous
Life is evil that way how it brings you up to certain levels of existance and makes you feel good about yourself and makes you feel like you are apart of something and someone and then only to dissapoint you in the end. pitty. I also have this crush oon a girl that one of my friends dated her names meaghan and she is this like gothic kinda girl that i kno well at least thats how some people would see her... i see her as like this absolutely GOREGOUS girl who deserves someone good in her life to make her life easier for once..... i wish....... she wont talk to me anymore on AIM and whatnot and i could never get a date if my life depended on it i kno that much but i only wish i could....
"We regret more the things we do then the things we dont do" - Annonymous