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I had a great birthday, (Saturday)...it was fun...Chris took me shopping, and I got a shitload of *stuff*.
On the other hand, I'm lonely for human touch...for...sexytimes.
And...the show I was just helping direct...is over.
Aliza saw to it that every techie hates my everloving guts...and they don't even *know* me...at all...never even met any of them...yet they hate me.
I found out...via third party...who got nominated for awards for performing in the show.
I feel totally superfluous.
I am not enjoying my life, one bit.
I feel like a fucking afterthought.
I'm a little pissed about everything.
On the other hand, I'm lonely for human touch...for...sexytimes.
And...the show I was just helping direct...is over.
Aliza saw to it that every techie hates my everloving guts...and they don't even *know* me...at all...never even met any of them...yet they hate me.
I found out...via third party...who got nominated for awards for performing in the show.
I feel totally superfluous.
I am not enjoying my life, one bit.
I feel like a fucking afterthought.
I'm a little pissed about everything.