drag the lake

[circumcise]

i just had a very strange dream that at one point involved numerous pictures with me ex boyfriend in them. but he was wearing face paint in all of them?

i am feeling a little tired of a few current situations in my life.

i would like to sleep in my own bed. which means other people need to stop staying at my house.
i would like to do absolutely what i want to do. which means other people need to stop relying on me to live their own lives.

i moved into a place by myself to get away from all the draw backs of involving other people in my private life. yet here i am with three extra people in my house.

i am going to pull my hair out soon.

i am being selfish.
because sometimes people have nowhere else to go.

i am a safe place.

we are whole.