i tried the best i could.. sorry things had to be this way.. i love you.

[circlesneverend]

I'm sorry I can't save you
I've really tried my best
But no matter what I give
I can't seem to past this test

You sit in the bathroom
After every meal
And throw up all the things
That you wish you didn't feel

I'd give anything to heal you
To make your pain go away
But I'm sorry I cannot do that
But I'll try to again today

I've been trying for years
To make everything alright
But I can't seem to ever
End this stupid fight

Let me hold your hair back
Cry away your tears
Let me hold you hand
As you talk about your fears

Let me lift you up
And put you where you belong
Let me show the angels
That your not far gone

I won't let the angels take you from me
I know you wish they would
But I'll help you fight this battle
I've been doing the best I could

I won't give up on you
I know your trying your best
You just keep on trying
And I'll handle all your stress

Just admit to me the truth
Let me hear your tears
Don't give up on me
After all these years

You were the one who told me not to cut
You were the one who I looked up to
And now that you've lost all hope
I don't know what to do

Let me be your idol
Let me be your shinning star
I know all that you can be
And I know all that you are

Don't kid yourself
I see all that you do
And you know I have experienced
All of this too

Yeah I'm younger
Yeah I shouldn't understand
But I know I do
And I'll do all I can

So as an end note
I love you very much
And I beg you please
Just please don't give up