do you knopw the feeling when your in a hot shower and it suddenly goes cold?? that's how i feel..
well i have had an adventureous past couple of days. im going to write almost every detail down because i have notihng better to do rihgt this moment..
wednesday i went over to tonis and then we hung out for awhile.. saw jessica.. havent seen her in awhile it was nice until i found out she was on triple c's.. that was pretty ghey.. then toni and i drove around.. got together with zack and josh and shawn.. then met up with shae and more peeps.. got drunk.. which i shouldnt of.. everyone there knows why.. heh.. well taht part of that night sucked.
me zack and toni went over to aarons house and hung out there all night and morning. toni left me and zack in the car so we went to the park and talked.. that was alright and weird..
thursday toni and i went to the park to see if we cood find my phone cause i thought i lost it then we went to aarons to see if he wanted to go out to my house with us but he wasnt awake so we tried to wake him up by honking the horn playing loud music banging on the dors and he never came out.. so we left without him.. took a rodetrip out to my house. that was relaxing.. zack slept in my bed while i took a shower and toni ate food. we took zack home and got josh and shawn and hung out then dropped then off a little later went over to aarons watched boondock saints.. great movie.. jessica kirsten phil and casey came over.. later everyone left.. jess came back with her soon to be boyfriend.. he's such a prep.. i loved it.. then later we went to nicks house hung out got drunk.. well me atleast.. listen to people play music.. toni got into a little bit of bullshit.. but now everything is going to be alright.. i got to see bernal.. that was a blast. i missed that kid.. theni drove everyone home.. i went home and crashed like no other..
today i went and got 2 cavities filled.. that wasnt so bad.. found out where i have to go to court on monday then went to my work and got food and a movie.. came home ate and watched a movie.. now we're in the process of watching the butterfly effct.. just got that in the mail.. so far it's good.. im in the process of an intermission.. my folks had to go over to the neighbors to go pick up stuff and my mom brought a beer over there so that means they are going to drink so im not going to get to see the rest of the movie for a long time. that bites.
tomorrow is me moms birthday. we're going to go out to eat come back and eat dessert and drink.. then watch more movies because there's nothing better to do out here.
right this moment i am having major issues and i dont think anyone can help because i really cant tell anyone what my problem is.. trust issues are involved and i dont think i can trust anyone with this without being critisized.. but i need to get it off my chest. AWW freaking AWW.. i dont know what to do.. i cant write it down because it just isnt something taht shood be written. so its just aching inside of me. bahaha
wednesday i went over to tonis and then we hung out for awhile.. saw jessica.. havent seen her in awhile it was nice until i found out she was on triple c's.. that was pretty ghey.. then toni and i drove around.. got together with zack and josh and shawn.. then met up with shae and more peeps.. got drunk.. which i shouldnt of.. everyone there knows why.. heh.. well taht part of that night sucked.
me zack and toni went over to aarons house and hung out there all night and morning. toni left me and zack in the car so we went to the park and talked.. that was alright and weird..
thursday toni and i went to the park to see if we cood find my phone cause i thought i lost it then we went to aarons to see if he wanted to go out to my house with us but he wasnt awake so we tried to wake him up by honking the horn playing loud music banging on the dors and he never came out.. so we left without him.. took a rodetrip out to my house. that was relaxing.. zack slept in my bed while i took a shower and toni ate food. we took zack home and got josh and shawn and hung out then dropped then off a little later went over to aarons watched boondock saints.. great movie.. jessica kirsten phil and casey came over.. later everyone left.. jess came back with her soon to be boyfriend.. he's such a prep.. i loved it.. then later we went to nicks house hung out got drunk.. well me atleast.. listen to people play music.. toni got into a little bit of bullshit.. but now everything is going to be alright.. i got to see bernal.. that was a blast. i missed that kid.. theni drove everyone home.. i went home and crashed like no other..
today i went and got 2 cavities filled.. that wasnt so bad.. found out where i have to go to court on monday then went to my work and got food and a movie.. came home ate and watched a movie.. now we're in the process of watching the butterfly effct.. just got that in the mail.. so far it's good.. im in the process of an intermission.. my folks had to go over to the neighbors to go pick up stuff and my mom brought a beer over there so that means they are going to drink so im not going to get to see the rest of the movie for a long time. that bites.
tomorrow is me moms birthday. we're going to go out to eat come back and eat dessert and drink.. then watch more movies because there's nothing better to do out here.
right this moment i am having major issues and i dont think anyone can help because i really cant tell anyone what my problem is.. trust issues are involved and i dont think i can trust anyone with this without being critisized.. but i need to get it off my chest. AWW freaking AWW.. i dont know what to do.. i cant write it down because it just isnt something taht shood be written. so its just aching inside of me. bahaha