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Since I never am around to update...
nothing's new. I have too little time, too many ideas, too little discipline and too great a focus on library books. It seems like I'm involuntarily being sucked back into my bookworld wherefrom it's hard o reemerge. And then there's of course the school stuff. And that darn cozy leather sofa with a tv in front of it.
I'm sorta mad about the fact that I don't have time to do the things I mean to do (or do them and miss sleep like now) and I'm no so stressed out that I can claim temporary insanity. Might be on the verge of that soon enough though...as mentioned, school...
Getting a new kitchen and going to a concert tomorrow. Chance to catch up with an old friend. It's really incredible seeing how I've been back in Copenhagen for several months and apparently refuse to pick up the phone and get together with people. Must be some sort of psychological impediment to making and maintaining friendships. Hell, half the time I'm scared of people and will look down and simply not talk to anybody. Hell of a way to get reconnected in the social world, don't ya think?
I'm not sure if it's the 10 lbs I've gained (which I've had before, or rather I've been this weight before), but I don't feel comfortable in my skin. Half the time I feel ugly, matters not improving with my horrible glasses whenever I wear them (not often, but often enough to demolish any and all points on the feel-good score board, so starting over from zero on a regular basis). Funnily enough interesting people always seem to be around when I look my worst. I'm cursed.
One shouldn't think that I actually got several compliments on my look today, eh?
New kitchen tomorrow = new and better food = more inclination to exercise = weight loss and reclaim of some of the clothes that are at the moment too tight. Must focus on that.
Gotta go to bed now to have even the slightest chance of enjoying the day tomorrow.
May you live in interesting times
(yeah, that's a hint about what I spend my waking hours doing when not chained to an auditorium)
nothing's new. I have too little time, too many ideas, too little discipline and too great a focus on library books. It seems like I'm involuntarily being sucked back into my bookworld wherefrom it's hard o reemerge. And then there's of course the school stuff. And that darn cozy leather sofa with a tv in front of it.
I'm sorta mad about the fact that I don't have time to do the things I mean to do (or do them and miss sleep like now) and I'm no so stressed out that I can claim temporary insanity. Might be on the verge of that soon enough though...as mentioned, school...
Getting a new kitchen and going to a concert tomorrow. Chance to catch up with an old friend. It's really incredible seeing how I've been back in Copenhagen for several months and apparently refuse to pick up the phone and get together with people. Must be some sort of psychological impediment to making and maintaining friendships. Hell, half the time I'm scared of people and will look down and simply not talk to anybody. Hell of a way to get reconnected in the social world, don't ya think?
I'm not sure if it's the 10 lbs I've gained (which I've had before, or rather I've been this weight before), but I don't feel comfortable in my skin. Half the time I feel ugly, matters not improving with my horrible glasses whenever I wear them (not often, but often enough to demolish any and all points on the feel-good score board, so starting over from zero on a regular basis). Funnily enough interesting people always seem to be around when I look my worst. I'm cursed.
One shouldn't think that I actually got several compliments on my look today, eh?
New kitchen tomorrow = new and better food = more inclination to exercise = weight loss and reclaim of some of the clothes that are at the moment too tight. Must focus on that.
Gotta go to bed now to have even the slightest chance of enjoying the day tomorrow.
May you live in interesting times
(yeah, that's a hint about what I spend my waking hours doing when not chained to an auditorium)