Silence; NSFW one-shot
So, ah, hi! New member. First time writing DA fic, and it's not the happiest fluff to ever fluff. So. Trigger warnings included, totally NSFW.
(Also, apologies to Cullen fans! I actually really like his character, but I couldn't get this possibility out of my head...)
Title: Silence
Pairing: Cullen/Amell, Alistair/Amell (beginnings of)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3258
Summary: Jane learns just how much the tortures of demons have changed Cullen.
Warnings: Rape, brief allusion to suicidal ideation, self-blame, angst. PLEASE don't read if you think this may be triggering or unpleasant. There is both violence and verbal coercion. This is not a happy story and is not meant to be in any way sexy, but is instead a more psychological piece, I guess?
Notes/Spoilers: This takes place post-Ostagar, and as the first stop in gathering allies. This is immediately after The Broken Circle quest. I wrote this mainly to sort out some of Jane's ambiguous feelings towards Cullen and templars in general, and the plot turned rather unpleasant. This is not meant to be kink non-con OR Hurt/Comfort.
(tempting me with the one thing I always wanted but could never have)
So, er, yeah. Apologies if this is too awkward/unpleasant to be posted here, but I found it fascinating to write. ^^;
(Also, apologies to Cullen fans! I actually really like his character, but I couldn't get this possibility out of my head...)
Title: Silence
Pairing: Cullen/Amell, Alistair/Amell (beginnings of)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3258
Summary: Jane learns just how much the tortures of demons have changed Cullen.
Warnings: Rape, brief allusion to suicidal ideation, self-blame, angst. PLEASE don't read if you think this may be triggering or unpleasant. There is both violence and verbal coercion. This is not a happy story and is not meant to be in any way sexy, but is instead a more psychological piece, I guess?
Notes/Spoilers: This takes place post-Ostagar, and as the first stop in gathering allies. This is immediately after The Broken Circle quest. I wrote this mainly to sort out some of Jane's ambiguous feelings towards Cullen and templars in general, and the plot turned rather unpleasant. This is not meant to be kink non-con OR Hurt/Comfort.
(tempting me with the one thing I always wanted but could never have)
So, er, yeah. Apologies if this is too awkward/unpleasant to be posted here, but I found it fascinating to write. ^^;