But you, my soiled teenage girlfriend

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So as of the last two days I've sunk into a deep depression where I don't ever want to leave the glowing screen of the computer staring blankly at it. If not that I wish I was wrapped in my blankets dreaming the nightmares that haunt me often. I keep telling myself that I'll just need some sun and should just lose myself in the woods and scream.Maybe thats what I need. Maybe not. I've notice as of the last year or so that I have a lot of built anger and frustration to the point where I almost try to get into a fight with random people. This isn't safe neither is my situations. I need a second job and someone to call a friend. I started working out last week or so and already quit. I haven't played guitar in over a week now you know there is a problem. The summer is coming and the urge of death never felt so comfortable.

<3 - Troy