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I was on call this am and didn't have to go in to work!!!!!!!!! It has been a pretty hellish run at work:( I think friday went ok but sat I cried 3 times. Fucking pms should've been over by then. So I think it was more of a can't handle it when things all go to hell at work thing. Sunday worked am went fine and worked pm shift for a friend that went fine too. Yesterday was sooooo busy just felt like I was running around in fucking circles. I have been stashing away money and have $500 socked away and still have $420 in the bank and $87 in my wallet and $60 in rolled up change. I am pretty damn happy about it!!! The bf doesn't know about $560 of it, shhhhhhh it's a secret lol!!!! This weekend I kept trying to remind myself that in a month I would be at retreat. It didn't really work. I have today and tomorrow off by myself yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! I think I want to go to the dollar store tomorrow, I haven't been in ages and can always find more useless stuff to put around the apt and of course candles. You can never have too many candles or too much incense. Though I have put incense buying on hold for a bit until i get rid of some of the stuff I have now. I called about the new job last week, he said he had been really busy with vday coming up so he would look over my ap and give me a call. I wish he would hurry up!!! I am really going to miss the people I work with, they are all so great!!! There are only 2 people there who I really don't like and I am trying to like them. It isn't working to well. I am not sure what I am going to do today. I unplugged the phone so my mom won't bug me, we will see how well that works. With my luck she will come over, hopefully she won't remember that I was only on call. I started reading a book by the Dali Lama today about the art of happiness. Not an easy thing to do, be happy all the time. Especially when you hate your job. But I don't have to think about that until Friday. I've been messing around on Myspace.com and loving it!!! I have found 5 old high school friends which is way cool:):):)Playing on the computer, a sleeping kitty nearby, burning incense, drinking my favorite green tea with rose in it smells and tastes heavenly, and listening to goddess music, all by myself heaven:):):):)